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Ancora

by Youth

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1.
senior 03:41
Godspeed me, back home I envy you in your faith, and in your lack of hate, for fellow men and your self Self pity's just a father figure for this abundance of weak men I was raised on true words from a true man A true heart of hearts Songs for fathers are a good cliche, because in some way, somehow we can all relate After every verse, I can always hear the exhale of a man who hurts In return for every act against him, he showed mercy Even after cruel words from a fall down drunk, he still let me stay He should have beat me dead He'll never stop reaching hurting waiting worrying for me I wish I could stop him from hurting waiting up and falling apart Even mothers have their pain all nights thoughts course blood through their veins Cycles occur reaching waiting, waiting worrying for me If you're such a man, then get back up If it's just a regret in the making I'll swear on God, that I'll just stop The all singing all dancing, unseen and unheard The day I realize all my problems are from me coming first When I've a slate wiped clean by the gloves of some, at the table of my fellow shun fathers' sons I begged the fucking sky for it to take back its blues My fathers prophecy I cant complete of finishing school I kept singing, kept dancing, now I'm seen and I'm heard, because its all I ever wanted when your wishes came first I begged and begged the sky for it to take back its blues, and return humility to out my need to use I sold your sons their deaths and all daughters too, and I'm the son of the father who you could never bares shoes Traditions stand up against me as just a fair price for my long awaited re-entry And though these trials stand incomplete, he still loves me unconditionally
2.
kite house 03:45
You always seem to catch me (complete me), and confuse me to all ends Taking steps that lead to a letter unread Breathe like you did when you did when you felt regret for the way things happened It comes in quick with the anger I never learned to manage It gets so old (we've been through this before) This bed gets cold (the sheets worn in and torn, like me) The thought of you leaving me Worn in and torn, like me The thought of you leaving me A part of me separated from my friends that night I don't belong here A part of me was lost into Kite House that night I am a ghost You were the worst friends I ever had Passive-aggressive addicts in denial You can keep pointing out my flaws and writing these songs about me But I'm taking back my youth, taking back what I wasted on you All these conversations and awkward confrontations, and I hate myself to death over every situation And every single day I say I'm better than this and I'll never believe it when it's from my lips It took years for me to understand, about the world and how it spins I've spent day and night seeking the truth, but I'm giving up and taking back my youth
3.
Conversations vacant, all eyes consumed Distorted faces wondering my next move Please understand that I'm not well No, I'm not well This is my final remarks on a theory of friends Were you ever listening? The difference between us ignited a spark at both ends And turned to friends competing Ruin my thoughts as I question the state of my mind It's fine, It's fine it all takes time These smiles I wore couldn't mask all the feelings I felt I'm not here, its clear There's something wrong The lies you make, the life you lead, it's all fake The choice you made, the friends you hurt, your act's fading away Too much time spent idle, and I'm consumed Always less than, Always less than them and you Your life's a lie, come on come on, focus Let it all out, try and breathe Believe me I am nothing but a mistake A disappointment every single fucking way Left alone and consumed by hate But you're just the same as me
4.
unresolved 02:49
This hate that I feel in my heart has been building up for way too long The things that you say and you do that get me to this point of crossing the line Just walk away, be the bigger man, don't let it get to me Leave the past in the past, move on with my life, forget everything that I've seen Hide all this hate, put it aside, just to get on with my life I can't hold back, I can't hold back, it all just gets to me Things that I've seen and Ive done that I can't forget, No I can't forget It's all building up, It's all building up, I'm letting go of everything So let go Of everything It's too hard It all just gets to me A just man, with a past In a closed house, that's windowless

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released May 1, 2011

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Four friends from Hammonton New Jersey

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